[ . . But what you're waiting for isn't quite going to happen. It started out as a joke, yes. . .But now. .Well. He didn't even know - he didn't know himself and this was causing a bit of mental freaking-the-fuck-out on his part. Part of him somewhat wished James was here so he could talk to him about it. Sure, he'd have to endure some teasing about it, but regardless he felt certain that the man he viewed as his brother would help him sort things out.]

" . . . T-That's what. . I thought. No one can deny my awesome snogging skills."

[. . He was aware of how nervous his voice still sounded and that was driving him a little nuts.]